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After I left my grandpa's, I went into foster care and got moved from house to house of random people I did not know. At the moment, I attend a violent high school with a high transgender female population. That was a concern last school year but now, My issue is a boy. He's younger than me and is ABSOLUTELY obsessed with me. He is my boyfriend but I.... don't love him as much as he loves me. He's a femboy and prefers me being dominant which I don't mind, as a former lesbian I've had to deal with all my men being submissive. But the problem is.. He feels comfortable enough to want to have a sacred and intimate act with me. YES. SEX. Mind you I am 2 years older than him and everyone's playing it off with the cougar rule because the woman in the relationship is older. I do adore his sculpt; Thin, Long, like a horse rider. Not too slender, Just in the middle of skinny and buff. And he's a perfect size downstairs,  Cut as well. Whenever we cuddle, It gets all stiff and leaky. It does bother me how he gets pent up so easily but he consumes yaoi. Yes he jerks it to yaoi. My cis SWEARS HES STRAIGHT boyfriend whos ALSO A FEMBOY (straight femboy??????) jerks off to yaoi. It makes me feel like he'll lose attraction to me. I don't love him as much as he does me but I get so possessive over him. More like a maternal instinct if anything. 

BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I've been writing hella fanfic on AO3 and racking up lots of hits n kudos. But I can't tell my irl people about it because its problematic media that they  can't comprehend LOL LOL LOL. 

Well it was good talkin to ya cya in a few 


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catduck

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This was a wild read. I mean its your choice if you want to have sex with someone so if you want to wait a bit longer you can. As for the femboy thing. I am not an authority on femboys and am not the most informed on the topic. But cross dressing and being straight is very much a thing. If you watch documentaries on cross dressing and content by cross dressers its interesting the sorts of people who engage in those activities. I mean I've heard of carpenters who are cross dressers. Not to say that gay, bi-sexual, ect cant be cross dressers because many are but that doesn't mean straight people can't enjoy the hobby too. As for the femboy community I feel like straight femboys can exist but I don't know that much about that community so idk how common it is. Also I just thought I would put in that cross dressing can be done for non-sexual reasons usually out of interest or a yearning to be pretty. So really it has very little I think to do with someones sexuality although there are some people who do it for sexual reasons.


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Katze.04

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Este blog es arte 🤙 xd


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Rotkappchen

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This deserves to be put in a sciene lab and museum


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