Create, Love, Leave

I just wanna make. Create. Love. Smile. Feel. Is that too much? Maybe it's too much. Life's too much. Typing is too much lol. I don't like words. I love shapes and sounds. They're way more chill. Words make me feel weird when i use them. I wish i could show. Watch. Listen. Feel. I want to understand, but I'm dumb. Slow, but I love learning. Watching. Feeling. I wish I was better at understanding. No one can understand me so it's fair. I just want to make. Create. Love. Smile.