I need an answer or maybe some advice.

(No me hagas caso, solo voy a desahogarme, pero puedes comentar o desahogarte también si quieres)

I'm stupidly sensitive. I'm isolating myself a lot from everyone, even my partner, and I don't like it. It's really because I feel really bad about everything, and the fact that my partner will forget our anniversary made me feel so terrible that I simply don't talk to them anymore, and I probably won't until they insist because I really don't want to cry again just remembering that I spent the whole month excited about it just for him to forget. Leaving my partner aside, I also don't want to talk that much to my friends, and I honestly don't know why. It's not like I have many friends since I only have 2 and one is my dog. The fact that my school year will start on the 15th of this month has me really stressed out since I don't know how I'm going to feel by then or if I'll even feel better, so I'm really scared. Also because I suffer a lot of bullying just because of my sexuality and who I am, but I guess that's very much my fault. All I can do is play Pokemon Platinum and feel sorry for myself while I rot in my bed until I have to start getting up at 5 to go to school (please kill me)