nerds i'm here..

(i don't want to sound like a fetishizer, i just don't know how to word it any better)

oh my god i wish i lived in the uk, i hate speaking polish because i don't speak it enough to be able to properly communicate using it. weird, i know. literally ALL of my friends are in the uk, i only ever use english to communicate with people, so when it comes to polish im horrible. and where do you meet nerdy people? record stores, maybe some cons, other niche interest stores, concerts maybe. i love nerds god. like yes, please tell me about the history of eswatini. is it something i care about? no. will i listen? YES! please introduce me to your favourite 90s indie film. please teach me how to play your favourite game. you don't get how actually attractive it is. and the worst part? they're always too shy to talk to you. which is actually the cute bit, being awkward and shy is actually adorable in my opinion. but i'm introverted as fuck, so if neither of us have it in us to reach out to one another then we're never gonna talk, are we? 

genuinely please message me, add me, whatever. please. i try to be open to people here, less introverted as they don't know my real identity, i really do. i'll respond to you if you message me, even a simple hi. i mean what i say.