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I don't think having alters is that good. They're supportive, really supportive, but they support every my idea, no matter how messed up it is. I think that with their support I just lose the understanding of what's right and wrong. If before one of my alters was all about common sense and morals now he slowly becomes justify all my thoughts and actions even if they are not good. Moreover they try to distance me from people around me. One says that they are the only ones to truly take care of me and the other says that I can trust them and lean on them all the time because that's literally the reason they are there. They talk to me when I get into conflicting situation or thought process and it feels like I have a sect in my head that's trying to create their own meaning of world and things around me. I usually communicate to them through the chat just by starting the message with the corresponding emoji, but when I reread it I can't recognize these words as my own.