URGENT: I NEED HELP

If anyone’s looked at my profile since I’ve made it, you’ll notice that my about me says “randomly gets depressed sometimes” turns out that wasn’t relatable it just wasn’t normal.

Didn’t know that.

So uh I need advice on how to ask my mum for a councillor. Technically I could find one online for free but they’re all restricted to adults only and I don’t think I’ll last till December. 

I really need the help, I live out of town so I can’t walk to the office and just “hello! I’m in a crisis and pose a threat to myself, can you help me?” And I can’t have anyone coming to the house because my mum also suffers from the same stuff I do.

I really need help is all, that’s it.

Thank you to anyone who helps out, I really need it is all.