I'm so sorry to the little scene girl I used to be. (apologizing to my past self)

I want to say I'm sorry to the little scene girl I was. 

I should have never had gone through all that sadness and I honestly think I was dealt a bad set of cards in this life. 
I shouldn't have had to be thrown away by my family and forgotten. 
but I am so proud of myself. I overcame those demons and faced those obsticals head on. 
I should have never had to see those things as a kid in hospitals or being put into the system. 
I really feel for the kids I see in those places and want to help and be there for them. 

I still go through shit yes CONSTANTLY but not as frequently.
I'm in control and I'm going to be okay.
I love you little past me, the little sad girl, the little girl who had no one who understands her.
People still don't understand but it does get better. and at least im not alone.


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