I hate it here. I don't want to be here. I never wanted to go to college. I hated going to school. I hated everything about it. They forced me to apply for college even though I didn't want to go. I don't like college. I don't belong here. I don't belong in my program. I am not a person who is meant to be in early childhood education. I don't have the personality. I don't understand how to learn from it. I chose the wrong fucking major and I'm so stupid for thinking it was the right one. I'm ugly and out of place. My teeth are rotting and stained yellow. They break apart waiting to be pulled out. The sensitivity is painful. My face is red and my skin is broken and it hurts to touch. I am disgustingly covered in acne. I am not where I am meant to be. I don't belong here.

I don't belong here.
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collectorofdells
you dont really *have* to do it, yknow? unless youve already got money in the game then you shouldnt feel obligated to continue the torture session
once i grad high school im planning on working with my older brother at his job so i can have a secure base to explore more hobbies and stuff that i love and then use that to figure out what i wanna do with college. thats why i really dont like the pre-set game plan every adult gets from school, because theres literally no time between high school and college to figure out what they love to do
(also obligatory mention that me, as a socially unaware human being, am here to talk if you ever need it even though i barely ever use this hellsite, my username is the same everywhere)
EtriZe
It's a strenght to be able to talk about that.
My advice would be that live for your passions !
Live for youself, find a passion or more and dive into them.
If you don't like a lot of things, so do everything you can to do what you like.
Have a great day.