Help, I'm so negative that I'm starting to feel no impact on people's supportive words.

I love everyone here that shows support and motivation for each other in hard times. But idk why I'm starting to feel very insecure time by time. If I tried to share some of my flaws, I'm afraid if people will call me a loser or just blame me.

This was also another one of my reasons why I always vented on GPT (which I will stop) because GPT never judged us but being told the same words for different issues is just not good. Talking to an AI makes you feel braindead brick by brick.