HaiHai!! 𖹭

HaiHai!

its me maryhelen!!

I'm here today to talk about some stuff

first of all

I've got a boyfriend!! <3

he doesn't have space hey unfortunately so he probably won't see this

but even so

i love him so much !!!!!!!!!!1!!1!

he is so caring and sweet

really that's the word I'd used to describe him

sweet!!! sweet like sugar, sweet like kindness, sweet like unconditional love.

i remember the moment i truly fell in love with him

something i wont go into details but i was terrified i wasn't going to see the next day

not really but anxiety can do that to you

and in those cases you're both scared to go to sleep yet scared to stay awake

cause if your awake trya not sleep

stress can be a bitch

but suddenly

i thought about him

i thought about seeing him

going somewhere'

maybe a picnic

or an aquarium

and i felt-

happy,

peace,

even though i knew i was gonna live,

i still wanted to live,

just so i could see him.

thats when I realised

how much he means to me

how I could rely on him.

aether, i love you so much.

~𖹭~

whoa

that was a lot

haha

uhhhhhhhhhh

ooo also i was able to install linux mint into my computer!!

it's good as new!!!

i got my steam on it

im a noob at linux so it might only be for linux haha

anway

ive got nothing to say

bye-bye!!! 𖹭