Who am I?

Heeey, just in case someone needs to know a lot of stuff to know if I deserve their time or not (or for people who are just lurking around), gonna say some stuff about myself so maybe you will be interested on building a meaningful relationship with me! (I should get a job)

Important stuff: (?)

— Name: Ray

— Gender: Non-binary (Not interested in gender and stuff)

— Sexuality: Demisexual (give us some time to get to know each other)

— Pronouns: They/Them (actually any, but you can use those)

— Age: 16

— Autism and Dissociative Disorder

— Special interests: Homestuck, Persona and Technology.

— Classpect: Mage of Void

— Political Ideology: Leftist (Tho I'm not a big fan of politics)

— Philosophy: Humanist and accelerationist! (I'm not a big fan of rationalism or cynicism. Of course, believe in whatever you want)

— Language: Spanish and English

Soo yeah, that's like the essential stuff? I'm gonna yap a bit, you know, you see how I write and build a whole framework where you create an identity of myself that perhaps is a little far from reality. Doesn't really matter. It sucks that this thing is a bit out-dated, but hope you get the vibe (cause I don't).

Normally I'm coding or playing videogames. But that's only on my free time, because tbh I don't have time to do anything recently. My last drawing was a week ago so.. Sucks to be doing calculus and that shit, since I prefer writing and thinking. I just hope I get paid well? I don't know anymore, I'm so fucking tired dude. Aight, this is getting depressing. Don't worry dude, I'm not going to yap about how every day that passes I'm closer to fucking KILL myself, because we're joyful people lmfao. 

Also I'm playing Persona. All Persona. Played 3, 4, now playing 1 and also 5. Favorite? Persona 3. I also enjoyed Persona 4, really good characters ig, but I've made myself spoiler of the true culprit, so... Yeah. From what I'm seeing, Persona 5 probably has the best story. But Persona 3's aesthetic is unbeatable.

Homestuck. Yeah. I love Homestuck. I have read the epilogues as well, but not Homestuck^2 (yet), neither played Hiveswap. I just love the characters and all that crap Hussie has wroten there. Just in case, favorite characters tier...:

1. Aradia Megido

2. Rose Lalonde

3. John Egbert

4. Roxy Lalonde

5. Dirk Strider 

6. Terezi / Equius

I'm a Mage of Void and I have no idea my dreaming moon. I have tried to have lucid dreams but the only time I had one, I started flying above the sea and following a pig that had Dirk's head on it. So, disturbing as fuck if I have to guess from that.

I tend to think. A lot. I don't have many conversations with people in general, but most of them are in real life. But since I live in a small town called Inaba (sorry), haven't found someone with who I can talk about anything. Alsoo, I SUCK at social relationships (i do sell myself nicely)! I can't help but never know what to say to the other person, since I feel neutral with a lot of stuff. I have to think "what would a human with my characteristics say?" and spit it out with maybe an emoticon. Sorry if I'm inconsistent, but if you're totally alright with that, well, uh, we could be friends man!

And I'm in no hurry, so I doubt I'll ever create anything that people will recognize. I don't mind it at all, I just want a calm and normal life. I just want be alive, y'a know?

Also, I'm not an expert at anything! As I said, I tend to think more than I act, so even tho I'm into Technology and some technical stuff, I lack of a lot of knowledge in those topics. Even tho, I would fucking love to hear bout the topic more.

So, if you think you're awkward, I will totally not mind. I'm a loser as well lmao.