update i guess???

decided what to do with the whole should-i-stay-obsessed-with-my-bestie-(but-like-platonically)-or-get-back-with-my-ex thing

i decided I FUCKING HATE MY EX. I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM. I WILL NOT BE FORCING MYSELF TO LIKE THEM AGAIN.

so i blocked them!

and i will be focusing completely on my best friend from now on

he deserves the whole world

i will be continuing to devote myself to him

he deserves the best and only the best 

and im the only one who truly understands him

so im the only person who can make sure hes getting the best

this world is so fucking rotten sometimes

nobody truly gets him like i do

im the only one who gets him

he needs me

and i need him

just noticed i made it sound like hes helpless or something lol

hes not, he is very much not helpless

idk why i went on that whole tangent

anyways i asked my best friend if he'll be free for a day or two so we can watch eddsworld together

i like sharing the stuff i like with people i like

one of my biggest love languages

if i like you in any way shape or form i WILL be forcing you to like the stuff im into, you CANNOT say no

i like when me and my friends share interests

i like people who are similar to me

maybe thats why i love my best friend so much

i mean, our interests are a little different but we do have a few shared interests 

and we have REALLY similar personalities

hes just like me but less hyper and unhinged and more psychopathic

i love him

sorry for making so many blog posts abt my best friend btw but like i just cant help it, hes amazing

im so obsessed with him (platonically tho)