Starting to dislike my friends

I feel terrible in asking this but is there any way to speed up a falling out? Ngl, I feel like I am starting to dislike most of my friends. Its not like they are toxic or two-faced, but I just feel this draining feeling whenever I hang out with them. I think its because some of them feel like they're judging me. Like, I'll say something stupid to try and get them to giggle or whatever and they'll just be like "Ohhhh Sofia (I'm Sofia by the way, hi) your so stupiddd you gotta have some sort of mental illness" and like, maybe I do but just laugh and call it a day. 

I think that's why I'm in this rut mainly. I made my entire personality being stupid or silly and now people just know me as a clown. BUT ALSO, there are these two girls who are constantly fighting. Like a conversation between them will be like "I don't like bananas" "Well have you considered that some people don't like bananas?" "Yeah ik Im just saying I don't personally like them" "Well maybe you should consider that other people like bananas so you don't sound rude." And I'm just sitting there mentally saying "SHUT THE FUCK UP OH MY GOD!!!" Its moreso one girl than the other but I just don't want to be here dealing with this passive aggressive ass arguing. 

I also feel like none of them really get me. While we do share some common interests, its not really anything I care deeply about. Most of them really aren't really people who I can rant to about our favorite shared obsession. I don't think I could imagine coming to most of them to vent or do anything like that. I signed up for this Baking Club at my high school and one of my friends who I actually liked signed up for it. I was really happy and excited but when I got to the intro meeting, there were a few of my other friends and I just felt this dread. It was like a switch had been flipped in my mind. I feel really bad about saying this since they aren't bad people! I know I should just be grateful for the friends I have right now, but I honestly feel like I was happier when I only had a few friends. I think I just needed to vent since I haven't actually told anybody ik irl (mainly due to the fact that I don't want it to spread to unwanted places or have things be akward) If anyone has any ideas on how to maybe stop talking to people without any hard feelings, please tell me.