my new favorite word: AWESOME.

i think my favorite word is the word 'awesome'. ever since i started using that word again consistently everything in my life has been awesome. its just such an awesome word and useful cause i can use it to describe things the best. it has the letter a in it, has the letter w in it... a= A+ . also the first letter of the alphabet, so the first one ahead in life! and W for winning. and whimsical maybe. i dont know. love the word awesome. like the song andy samberg was on for the lego movie. many people told me i should watch the lego movie, like way too many, still havent. apparently theres more than one. gotta wtach it. one time i drew one of the characters for this person i used to be friends with but they fell victim to being chronically online and hating everybody. never drawing for someone like that again! imagine hating everything instead of thinking everything is awesome. wait pun intended i think. HAHAHA. yeah they LOVED the lego movie. anyways. love love love the word awesome. the expression AWESOME SAUCE comes from it. i never knew that existed until i moved to america when i was in third grade. im from romania so in my language the word awesome would translate to 'tare' which just means hard in english. you know how people say 'ohh this goes hard' and think its some gen z tiktok slang? well thats what we have been saying in romanian for ages. so dont be telling me im a tryhard. i guess the equivalent of 'this goes hard' to romanian is 'rupe' which means it rips. like if something rips its awesome. like how a song rips. THIS SONG RIPS!!! RUPE PIESA!!! or some shit. hahahahaha. sometimes i think that my old friends are kind of making fun of me because i look like a tryhard with romanian slang because ive not stepped foot in that country in 10 years. maybe they're just upset i got to experience different countries and their parents didnt, i'd be too. its not that great of a place maybe. i don't know. dont ask me the opinion of romania. many romanians will call me crazy because i like it there. i like it a lot. i feel like its the only place on earth where people never exclude me and the weather is actually accurate to its seasons. exhibit a: winter in the uk. its freezing cold the whole year in the uk, but never snow when its so cold? like its cold for no reason but never snows. rains in the summer. rains in the winter. rains anytime. however in romania when its christmas? oh its sudden snow. then when its summer? sudden heatwave. spring? just ok weather. same with autumn, just ok weather. i just realized everyone around me calls me crazy for how i feel however though that makes me realize they were never taught the literal sense of knowing everyone in this world is different. and whats with everybody trying to be the same in this world? like jeez i know thats been a case for ages but its only gotten bad like- since the pandemic. now everybody wants to be nonchalant and its actually what i find really cringy. minimalism. booyah. so yeah, those are my thoughts for today. i guess i really like this website, everyone is so nice to me and i guess that does make me have hope for the future if we revolutionise somewhat and fully commit to the 2000s stuff cause, its not just an aesthetic, but a lifestyle; as in, personality wise. maybe im just really normal i dont know. but what i consider normal isnt the norm of today, whats normal is , i dont judge and that im chill. im very awesome. you are awesome. i like that word. ehehe. i guess i have to actually journal more and post random diary entries either here or on my other website. its very 2000s of me to do so. i hope people see my blogs, NOT my bulletins. more people see my bulletins however. the bulletins go away after 10 days, but i wanna archive my diary so. i hope people see this. its awesome. maybe i gotta remind people every second HEY I POST BLOGS! hahahahah. okay. thank you for reading thank you!