HATE RANT about my StepDad

HI GUYS i'm going to rant about my Step father and on how i hate him and i think i have a lot to say so if you Don't want to read the whole thing it's okay i just wanted to write it down.

FIRST i have to say  that i'm 15 right now and my parents divorced when I was 4 or 5 but I remember my dad coming to my 6th birthday .

Anyway , I NEVER knew the Reason behind their breakup and now I think I Don't even care anymore .

SOOO , my mother met my now step father when I was five ,it's one of her friends that introduced them to eachother.

AND Something important , I've never really liked him , because he wasn't really my dad yk ? And at my 7th birthday or maybe a bit after , i was in the living room and my mom came and asked me 'Who is my boyfriend?' (not really but idk the translation of Amoureux) anyway , And i looked at my step dad RIGHT in the eyes and i said 'MY DAD' then i went to my room and i could hear them talking about the fact it's been two years and i still didn't accept him.

BUT i knew this was making my mom kinda sad so i stop hating on him and also sopped always talking about my dad

AND WHAT HAPPENED ?? My mom was f PREGNANT and gave Birth one month after my 8th birthday.

I was so happy because my dad came and offered my step sis a plush (idk if its the right word)

whatever 

time flies 

Then in 2018 too but in spring we went to visit my grandma who lived in the South France and it was the football World Cup of football and France won I think 

And my Stepdad happened to be a huge fan of football and my grandma made some joke and he laugh and on of my brotherr (my fav one) told me a secret he wanted to share with me - that he didn't like our stepfather and the way he had to laugh because it just seemed so fake 

anyway 

NOW it's 2025 and i swear im crashing out because I DESPISE him , I mean , first of all , he's doing a shitty job (i DON'T judge jobs but he could make an effort), I mean , he literally CAN'T do a better job because he has no qualifications and to have some he has to reach a certain franch speakind and writing level , which he doesn't have because he's not making a single effot . I mean , you're the only man in the house and Mom is disabled so you're supposed to bring money but you're a brookie . And even if like , maybe he doesn't think that way , then why is he acting like an close minded man . Like , he's literally doing absofuckinglutely Nothing at home , Always watching football and looking at YT videos of his country. He RECENTLY got his licsense which is kinda crazy because he COULD have got it before but he's just too lazy 

AND NOW he's married to my mom and I just hate it because I DO NOT want them married 

He is also getting mad really fast because he doesn't Fucking understand things and then act like a victim 

FOR EXAMPLE 

Last time , Mom said it would be a good idea to take me to a job conference about stewards and flight attendant to discover a bit , we talked about it for TWO MONTHS and he knew it , then we got into his car and he brings us to the WRONG PLACE then acted like he was the victim bruh

That man barely knows how to use a GPS and how to read a map and I hate it because I know that if I had a car it would be better but it's not supposed to be MY job , I mean, I AIN'T the dad here 

Also , last Week we went to the rstaurant and Mom can't go to the counter and pay because she doesn't see and he is just SO dumb he doesn't know what to say to the server to pay the addition SO he holds me the credit card and told me to go to pay so I look at him right in the eyes and say 'Nah I'm not going to go to pay , I'm 15' and he insisted so I tell Mom and he had to go 

Also , I'm like , really cold to him but all of my brothers are like , friends or Something with him ,it's like a betrayal for me

And I literally Don't think I can handle it anymore , I just hope the next big Summer holidays are coming fast so I can spend some time without him 

OMG this could be the biggest blog I've ever posted on here LMAOOO