im tired :c

im tired of being single cus what the hell it’s been like forever i don’t get how people can just like find their lover and i hate when people say “your time will come” because wdym when i need it to happen NOW literally i want to wake up opening my messages and read “hi baby i live you so much how was your sleep” i want to feel loved it’s not fair i would love to have a chuck n cheese date, a picnic, even a study date literally anything sometimes when im bored i go find cute pfp to match for the “guy” who’ll one day come to my life but sometimes i feel like i have no hope im just tired i dont have much friends meaning i have zero chances i would like someone that i could tell my secrets to tell them everything tell them how much i love them i would help him cut his fringe i would share my skinny jeans with him even my shirts or sweaters i would make him drawings of us together even maybe 8 letters a day i just sometimes i know this sounds corny but i pray every night lol and always include “pls bring someone special into my life” i’ve been doing this for a month now nothing has really happened and yeah ok bye