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Oh no my mental state sucks m(_ _)m
It’s just been getting worse everyday for me in my head and I feel like the internet is my only escape in life I’m just so ugly disgusting useless and gross irl and not cute at all i wish I looked more masculine cause I’m so feminine looking and everyone mistakes me for a girl when I go out and it’s just annoying. m(_ _)m
I just wanna look like one of those cool boys you see on Vkei/emo poster and on Pinterest but I don’t have any white face paint and I’m way to embarrassed to go out like that irl and it’s a shame because I really like the style.∑(ﾟДﾟ)
Also I feel so worthless because my voice is so high pitched and that is a good this when I sing but not irl where I’m constantly getting called and girl and my online friend bullying me for it on call so overall just really sucks and I have nothing against boys who sound like girl I just hate myself, my body and my voice!!(・・;)
Also the way I type is really feminine and cute because i like being cute my it also gets to a point where I’m tired of being called a girl constantly..(◞‸◟)
Sort of long rant sorry!! (◞‸◟)
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☆Nema☆ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ
Honestly everyone is gonna not like you no matter what you do, so I recommend doing full corpse make up even if you just going to Walmart or something, then maybe if somebody sees you and thinks you're cool you guys can become friends, also consider bulking up for a more masculine figure I can send you a work routine if you want :p
And cut your hair in a more tomboy look, hell just chop at it with scissors until you like it or hate it, it will grow back, I also recommend wearing baggy clothes if you like it ( people get confused if I do that )
by ☆Nema☆ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ; ; Report
I already have short hair but I will take the baggy clothes tip!!
by Aki!; ; Report
thank you!!
by Aki!; ; Report
Ofc!
by ☆Nema☆ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ; ; Report