vent

Hey. sorry for the vent

I've been sick for a few days, but I have a group project on sunday that is really important to me. Typically I would be at my dad's house on the weekend so I asked him to drive me, but since I'm sick I'm at my mom's house. I asked her to drive me since dad isn't anymore (since I'm sick) and she said that it's bullshit that I couldn't go to school but I can go to some thing with some kids. I didn't go to school because that day my throat hurt so bad and it was so swolen that it was hard to breath plus my nose was so clogged and my head hurt and I was so tired. I have to either bike to and from school or get a ride to school and walk home. I was scared I wouldn't make the bike to school or make the walk home and all I would've done at school was notes, so I didn't go. But I already feel a lot better since it's been a day and a half since I started feeling sick, my throat doesn't hurt and it's not as swolen plus my nose isn't as clogged (even though I have a massive headache) and this group project is important (it's the first project of the year in that class and my group wrote most of the script so I wanted to make an effort when filming and editing plus we're seniors so we're applying to colleges soon) plus my group already decided that we wouldn't be joking around while filming, we're there to film quickly and leave. My mom thinks I'm just trying to hangout with friends and glared at me when she said it's bullshit, that really uset me so I've been having a breakdown. I talked to my friends in our gc for a bit but I ended up calling with my dad and he said he would take me and that I should talk to my mom right now so she can see how upset I am but I'm not ready and I'm scared she'll think I'm still bullshitting. I'm crying so much cause it hurts that she automatically assumed I was lying