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i hate my brother. he is always an ass, he is a 14 year old boy with adhd and possibly autism but idgaf anymore. hes not severely fuckin disabled, hes just an ASS. he plays games all day. i literally mean all day that is NOT an exaggeration. from the moment he wakes up to like 2 am, its insanEand my parents dont do anything about it besides tell him to get off gently. he dont listen. hes loud as fuck and when i tell him to be quiet the fucker is an ass. he once told my sister he wouldnt mind if i went missing. that was almost my last fucking straw. today he didnt do mucy to piss me off except this:
me: SHUT UP (after he crashed out over a game like the pleb he is)
him: idk i forgot, probably said you shut up)
me: UR TOO LOUD
him: UR too loud
me: SHUT THE FUCK UP
HIM: calls me a brat.
after that i grabbeda few cicadas that were un usable, i stripped the wings off of them becayse i like the wings and it was just the fucked up bodies, so i crushed them up in his bed. that wasnt enough so i grabbed more dead bugs from my breeze way and put them there too. one with a stinger poking out and i hope he gets in bed and gets stung. i also put maple syrup all over his tv, his xbox controller, his light switches and his doorknobs. i hope he gets the fucking message. im tirednof him thinking he can be a total fucking ass with no consequences. if my parents arent gonna punish him i will. sometimes i wanna kill him, come up right behind him and slit his throat, obv i wont. thats just the worst of my thoughts. ive fought with him multiple times, beat his ass and threw him to the floor, well now hes bigger and does taekwondo, kinda nervous bout that? but i dont think he could stop me even if he used his dumbass moves. my fucking hate towards him is unreal. he makes life miserable
plus hes a roblox furry wannabe femboy, ive kiterally read his messages before and NO FUCKING LIE IT WAS *nuzzles your bulge* TYPE SHIT LMAOOOOO. and there was a lot of it.
i do not have anything against furries, femboys… im tryna be open minded but i just have a visceral disgusted reaction to them. not because they are feminune boys, i luv feminine boys, but i think its because its so sexualized and it grosses me out. to think that my brother is one.. and hes not just feminine boy, hes a fucking sexual feminine boy. A FEMBOY. IN THE WORST WAY. he oulls his knee socks up to his knees, and ik hes trying to make them like thigh highs, and its fucking gross to see my literal brother doing that.
this stuff would not bother me as much if he wasnt a fucking asshole.
pls tell me ur stories of bad siblings of u see this, bc im actually feeling guilty about putting the shit in his bed, im oretty sure its bc my oatents tho. i dont want them to be mad at me but i cant take it anymore. thats the best uts gonna get without me beating his ass to shreds. and next time that happens its not just gonna be throwing him around. i am OUNCHING HIM IN THE FUCKING STOMACH AND FACE I WILL BRUISE THAT POECE OF SHIT THAT WASTE OF OXYGEN AND MONEY.
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I GET U SM I HATE THAT TYPE OF FEMBOYS WITH ALL MY SOUL
Dandy Leon (彈帝獅)
I blame Internet brainrot for your brother's behavior. I'm just surprised all this is going on in a place like Mississippi, where all that pastel-colored gamer nonsense is validated as "liberation".
The real tragedy is that people like your brother are increasingly being seen as normal since so many zoomers are addicted to TikTok and Discord.
lol, wdym by pastel colored gamer nonsense being liberation here in mississippi? theres a lot of things goin on in mississippi i wouldnt have expected here either, but we are right up next to memphis so maybe thats why. its totally discord and roblox brain rotting him, even my 11 year old sister is better off than him in that way. idk how i got so unlucky dawg
by Dio; ; Report
Lol, I wanted to edit it. I meant that pastel gamer nonsense in a place like Mississippi is seen as "woke", tolerant, and accepting so social outcasts who wouldn't normally indulge in gaming and memes as hobbies or their own identies go ahead and do so. It's a bit like how indie hipster fashion in places like Russia was seen as a sign of progress and enlightenment among smart people even though we here in America cannot STAND to look at that anymore.
It's still too early to say whether or not you're in the wrong generation, but I will say that too much screentime is Gen Z's main weakness right now.
by Dandy Leon (彈帝獅); ; Report
fucking I AGREE SO HARD. i hate my screentime so much yet i ant get away from it, mostly cause of the peopel i wanna talk to are across the states. i always think that if screens werent here, every one would in some ways be so much better off, but internet is also very valuable. in ways of getting information and more people being widely accepted. but at the same time much good can come out of simply being in reality, getting ur info from the library or sumthin like that. maybe i just romanticize it too much, but screen time is the bane of nearly everyones existence rn. i love thisapp tho. the russian thing is totally interesting! i never knew russia was so fuckin… restricted
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Nevv_09
dude that suckss. I had a similar experience with my cousin, tho she was wayyy younger compared to ur brother, but still some roblox-addicted screaming child that would crash out if you interrupted her wednesday brainrot tiktoks or some shit, and also she was wayy mentally underdeveloped for her age, mostly cuz my aunt is trash. I feel bad for her.
honestly idk what 2 tell u abt ur brother, he seems annoying af. I guess u could try to limit his screen time cuz it seems liek ur parents never did that. Or maybe hav a serious talk w them, but i guess u already did that. I get it abt the violent thoughts too cuz ik it can be satisfying to imagine an "easy" solution to your problems... and the guilt after, but try to not get too carried on by those. I think the only thing u can do is wait until you can move to another place x_x
luckily im gonna move to my aunts very soon and i think i will feel way better in every way so im excited about that! i wonder if this is normal sibking stuff but sometimes i feel like im living with a middle school bully. i wpuld love to limit the screentime, maybe ill ty that but i think if i did my parents would just turn it back on if he asked, aghhhhh, thanks for commenting :)
by Dio; ; Report
That's cool, good for u :D. I also have a younger brother and imo that's not really normal sibling behavior. He and I tend to b mean to each other but as joke. He also has ADHD and used to be pretty ass too when he ws younger and I lowk hated him, but with the time he matured and we're good friends now. The thing is that internet addiction REALLY fucks someone up when they're children, cuz he had a similar issue. Like the other comment said u should try to encourage him to improve, but in the process you'll probably have to be a little strict about his bad screen habits and behavior. And if it doesn't work, at least you tried it. I hope things get better.
by Nevv_09; ; Report
that helps and maybe it will get better and we will be friends in the future, thats what i hope for most my siblings, when they mature itlll be better but only time will tell. i think ill try to be serious and strict about his behavior fr fr, more than being an ass, thank you :3
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ian
hi i'll be honest i thought ur a middle schooler
ik sometimes sibling relationships can be very complicated and im sure if u hate ur brother sm he must be an asshole. but he's 14. that's basically a child. im sure what he needs to change his behaviour isn't punishment, but encouragement. doing allat is only going to make him hate u more, and not actually make him a better person
lolll help everyone on here things im younger than i am, i am kind of a baby ngl but ur totally right. i think aboyt him being younger and overall better and i feel bad, and sometimes i will talk to him like fine but he goes right back to being a COMPLETE asshole, its actually unbearable to be around him anymore. i feel like the only way to get it through to him is being an ass as well, maybe to the point where i have to make him afraid of me. though that isnt really happening rn. i have not had a talk with him, one time i was very drunk and almost did, but i just cant. ur right tho and its good to have that mindset so good on you
by Dio; ; Report
lolll help everyone on here things im younger than i am, i am kind of a baby ngl but ur totally right. i think aboyt him being younger and overall better and i feel bad, and sometimes i will talk to him like fine but he goes right back to being a COMPLETE asshole, its actually unbearable to be around him anymore. i feel like the only way to get it through to him is being an ass as well, maybe to the point where i have to make him afraid of me. though that isnt really happening rn. i have not had a talk with him, one time i was very drunk and almost did, but i just cant. ur right tho and its good to have that mindset so good on you
by Dio; ; Report
i get it dw. idrk what he did so I can't say much but these things can get really complicated. i think you should try processing your own emotions first in a healthier way and then try to reflect a more positive energy towards yourself. everyone goes through stuff and it's definitely not normal for a kid to be sexualising themselves online, it's not safe. hope u figure things out!
by ian; ; Report
thank u, i will take that and try my best to be healthy about it. i think itll be better when i can get outta here soon and he will be out of my hair. bro just needs to deal with his own issues. have good day :3
by Dio; ; Report
thank u, i will take that and try my best to be healthy about it. i think itll be better when i can get outta here soon and he will be out of my hair. bro just needs to deal with his own issues. have good day :3
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