I'm moving away for the final time (hopefully)

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After I prayed for ages about wanting my parents to split, the day now it's happened.

My dad's leaving for change. Not my mother this time. Yes, this has happened multiple times before. They argue, then split, and then get back together again. But this time it was my father for once. And I think that must mean this time its real.

I had came home from school early, because we had a fight last night and I wasn't feeling too good. I ran away the night prior to this, which is something I don't do.

I looked a mess, my make up wasn't right, so I came home on the train after first class. And then my dad comes in suddenly, earlier than he usually would. Only to tell me the news that he was leaving. And he said he would take me with him.

I've always been a daddy's girl and I immediately agreed. Also because I knew my mother would make less money than him, and chances are, I'd have a better shot at life and education if I went with him. Keep in mind, I have four younger siblings, and I know she'd take them.

I don't know how to feel about this. But, for one, I am relieved. They argue too much, fight too much, and I never get quiet. Whilst I will miss my siblings, I can just text them online and play roblox online with them and see them in the holidays. I am relieved. It's no exaggeration I have prayed for this moment for so, so long and it seems God has answered my call.

I'm not a big believer, but this doesn't just happen.

I am not happy. But I am not upset. This has happened three times and I'm glad this may be the end of it.