8/28/25, the best day of my life

7/3/25. that's when we first met. to think that it's just barely almost been two months and we're at this point is insane to me, and yet, i've only ever felt this comfortable around max. but you, i mean-- you're so different. you're so different because i love you. i love you so much. here i am, waiting for you like a dog so you can come back and we can call and i can love you more. not a second has gone by today where i don't think of you. every time you message me my day gets better, and i've honestly never felt this loved before. it's always just been me. it's always been me trying to love, me trying to give my heart out to people. but here you are, putting your heart next to mine. you're a lot like me, in a sense that you love the same way i do. as well as think the same. it really was love at first sight, wasn't it? technically love at first voice, but either way... i believed that no one would be there for me the way you are. i believed that no one would love me the way i love, that no one would dare hold my scarred skin, handling me with care. but here you are. you're doing that exact thing, and you barely even know what you're doing! it's so cute. you're so cute. oh my god, my cute boyfriend. my cute lovely boyfriend. my cute lovely perfect amazing flawless great boyfriend. oh my god. i really am just a teenager in love. sure, i believe if i had asked you out without the help of cian it would have been the absolute perfect day, but i think the imperfections are a great reminder that i love you no matter what. i hope you know that. i hope it gets engraved in your brain, just my voice repeating "i love you". i'll be there. i'm going to see you as soon as possible. and i'll never give up on you. every moment spent with you might be the happiest i can get, but i know there'll be happier times later on with you. i've never had my love reciprocated the way you do it, and i know i'm repeating things like a broken record, but i can't believe it. i haven't dated in like, two years, and knowing that now i actually have someone is like... am i dreaming? even if i was dreaming, i wouldn't want to wake up. i'd just be forever with you, in my little dream... but knowing it's real? this changes so much things, i mean... i'll still be forever with you. but in real life. i never want to even think of leaving you, god the thought of that doesn't even seem real. i hope you like the gift i got you. i hope you'll like every gift i'll get you from here on out. i hope you move in with me, i hope you grow old with me. we could spend our day in call doing nothing, not even talking and it'd still be an amazing day. your comfort, your presence, everything about you through the screen is amazing. think of how it'll be like in person. i'll get to caress your face and kiss you, put my hand through your hair and shake my hand in it to mess with you. you'd giggle and maybe we'd get straight back to kissing, i don't know. i'd hold you and keep my hand on your face, i'd stare into your eyes like i'm getting hypnotized. oh god, i've fallen so hard i'm at the core of the earth. 8/28/25. i can't wait to meet you in person baby. i love you. i love you so much. i'm always here for you, and i'll never leave you. call me whenever. i love you <3