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Hello again guys (mind u not a single soul gonna be reading this)
But hello, Last time, aka 8 days ago I was complaining about my new school and how I feel like a total outcast. I'm so happy to come with the news that nothing has changed!!! and if anything it's actually gotten worse ??
I just took a 10 min break to argue with my little sister and my mom about my little sister i honestly do not gaf that she's 6 years old she needs to learn some manners, and at the same time i sometimes feel bad cuz she's literally 6 and I always mourn the days where she was like 3 so I'll probably regret being mean now too but gosh shes the devil
Back to the topic, Idk how to word anything just fuck them fuck me fuck it fuck her and fuck him fuck everything it's all so fucked
It's so weird becoming this but at the same time not, I've always known I just didn't fit in or like wasn't ever the first choice, even back when I actually had many friends and I just gosh i dont knowwwwbruh i just wanna cry i cant stand 3 more years of this
Ok you know what all the famous gals and pals were losers in school right right it's okay!..... not anymore though lowkey all the influencers nowadays are literally ex bullies ugh fuck the 2020s as well while we're at it
I have a pit in my stomach rn eughhhgh
I'm not gonna be the first on the bus tomorrow so let's see if i manage to find a seat (I wnanaa die)
I'm happy for my friend that started alone in another program she fits in well and got alot of friends but I'm lowk jellywwj, you know I think it would almost have been better if I started alone in the class, then I wouldn't have a choice but to talk to them but now I have 2 ppl from my old school so we just hang together which I literally do not want??? Sorry not sorry bru I don't even like the guy that came along he's like literally racist and just annoying as fuck
Ok bye this was embarazzzzzing I just needed to get it out
ALSO I GOT A SCHOOL CRUSH HELLOOOOO hes so cute I need to stalk a lil and find the socials I hope he doesn't have a gf that might become my 13th reason
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soup
oop you again what a coincidence (scrolling through recent posts). I wish I could help but I haven't switched schools in five years because of that exact reason (I'ma sophomoreas well and my school is both middle and high school). but yeah fvck!! maybe your friend has other friends she can introduce you to? my only advice is to not cling to a certain group you know you're not welcomed in because that'll just make you be disliked. a new girl did this to my friend group last year and it just made every break or spare lessons awkward. I tried to get to know her and get her to open up but she didn't and so she just always sat with us silently and I'm pretty sure she searched the whole school for us during spare lessons. But you got this!! Even if you're not gonna be super popular, I'm sure you'll have a good school year! (as someone with five years experience, being popular is overrated anyway)
I couldn't tell if the part with the new girl was pessimistic... but just be yourself & be kind and you got this. who knows maybe some group or person is planning on asking you to hang out sometime!
by soup; ; Report
omg lmfao yeahaahh thank u 4 telling abt ur own experience this was fun to read AND THAT EXACT SCENARIO ABT THE NEW GIRL IS WHY I DONT WANNA FORCE MYSELF INTO GROUPS/TALKING TO NEW PEOPLE
HAHAh but thank u for the advice lovely
by sisi :p; ; Report
oml thank you for replying! I reread my comment and what is that??
all the spelling mistakes and I meant to say "fvck them" not just fvck (you can't swear in comments). Sorry about that usually I proofread my comments but it's 11pm TT. Also I didn't mean to scare you if that kinda came across. I'm a pretty awkward person which is why I've stuck to my school (I lowk wanna get out so badly tho because they've seen all my phases and it seems I have a canon event of saying something embarrassing each grade that'll haunt me for the rest of the year). And if you're like that too I have some videos that might help. But yeah, for like the third time, I'm sure things will turn around for you xD
by soup; ; Report
it made sense lol dw and YSESS i understand u sticking to the same place out of comfort #RealAf I would've as well if I had a choice.. and sadly I am also quite awkward hah what videos are u talking about ?
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Snowdrop_4546
Nah, I hope your highschool years wont be all like that, hopefully for you youll find people with who you fit in, good luck 🙏
aw thank u i hope so too
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