It's been a while, for real this time

    Sup. It's me again 2 years later.

I wanted to write more here but I really think that I'm reflecting on what it was like to follow new trends and social media sites with the death of an old one. I think I've made a huge mistake. I used to think those communities were the only ones I could tolerate but as it turns out, they aren't. I genuinely believe I made a huge mistake. But that's for me to live with and learn. I think I am the problem, I think I can't handle some of the uncertainties that come with human relationships on social media. My husband isn't very big on this site for now but I'll resume writing about our lives here as much as I can & remember to.

For now I think I want to focus on exploring my life from a positive standpoint and keep any venting to either a professional outlet or a diary of sorts. I can't guarantee to stick to it, or be consistent though. I know myself lol. Also my ADHD is worse than ever NGL, I'm aware of why & that it's accumulated stress but... :/ sigh.

Anyway my husband has decided to schedule their holidays for March of next year to come see me and celebrate our fifth anniversary! It's completely beyond insane to me that we're going to make 5 years together. I've never been with anyone ever this long and I'm incredibly excited about it. We opened a savings account for each other to put money into monthly to save to get married officially and move in together!!! It's incredibly exciting to learn we can get married in their country of work as well. I'm just going to be doing my best until then. 

I'm also learning to be a typesetter, redrawer and cleaner for a horror scanlation team. I absolutely adore horror and it's a great opportunity for me to learn cool new skills. I'm very excited about this, I can't wait to get the hang of it. 

What have you been up to?