Can’t stand her!! (Tea)

Ok so I’m a freshman (I have hella lore so don’t ask why I’m 15 starting highschool) anyway I have this friend, we are gonna call her L. I don’t entirely consider her a friend but if I tell her that she will be mad asf. I came to this school with her because for 8th grade I had so many friends who were put either in my other dream school, or just any school at this point. So I’m stuck with my least favorite ‘friend’ anyway. Me and her are NOTHING alike! She’s pretty damn ghetto and she PR, but I’m black. Also she said the n-word more than I do. 😤 

Ever since the first day (this is now our third) she’s somehow gained friends and not even cool ones! Just girls who act like her!!! She always wants me to sit with her and some of these girls just for them to act up and talk when I’m trying to work and get a grade! Also she talks too much to teachers and other people! Is disrespectful and always blames it on teachers and won’t stop talking about her and her personality. Like girl nobody gives a fuck. But I am a tiny bit jealous about one thing. 

She’s very friendly to guys, so whenever she talks to just any guy they don’t say ew or say she’s black. Cause she’s a bit lighter than me. They just talk right away. If I said hi to any random guy they’d just start being mean to me. Also I can’t even dress how I want to at school because not only am I broke right now, but she will keep asking questions, like the stupid ones. Cause when we first met she thought I was emo or something. 

It’s pretty damn annoying. Also she keeps being loud and I rlly can’t stand people who are overly loud in my ear. Like yea I get it if you get loud once in a while but she’s constantly loud and constantly asks me for things, like lip liner and gum. But she owes me chips and more gum anyway. Long story short, I just need more alternative friends irl