Entry 37 || Arrogance

I’m not too sure what the word means exactly.

“Arrogance.”

What’s arrogance?

“You are arrogant.”

Oh?

“Have you become prideful?”

No,

“Do you look down on others?”

No,

“Are you trying to act unique?”

No,

“Did you steal their work?”

No,

“Are you not proud of yourself?”

“What do you want us to do?”

I don’t know,

“Why do you keep ignoring us?”

I don’t,

“What the fuck?”

“Why are you like this?”

“I don’t know what to do with you anymore.”

“It’s embarrassing.”

I am embarrassed

“You are embarrassing.”

I am embarrassing

“You are an arrogant child.”

I am in fact, a useless child

I always knew she hated the career I wanted

I always knew she was supporting me against her will

Jesus christ.

The back of my neck’s full of lumps and scratches

It hurts so bad

I’ll just call them rashes