I'm so cooked dude

Ahhhh where should I begin dude, internet here keeps shutting down cuz of landslides and shit(it messed with the internet towers) and yesterday internet was out for the whole day, and when it came back I was greeted with zero messages, ZERO MESSAGES DESPITE BEING GONE FOR 24-ish HOURS AHHH I HATE IT SO MUCH, WHY DOESN'T ANYONE CARE FOR ME LIKE I CARE FOR THEM, everybody is in a relationship, everybody has a bf/gf and I'm left the one who's left alone (this sentence sounds so corny dude😭) ahhh how much I wish I had a HEALTHY irl relationship, I wanna spend time with someone physically but literally everyone here is sooo buns bro I really wish I was in America or something instead of being in this fuckass dicksucking 3rd world country