dreading going to school .

The first days of school are always hell on earth for me, I hate them. Having to memorize new class routines, and having to do shitty ice breakers sucks. I don't want to talk to any of these people unless I actually know them.

I love my school to bits and pieces, I wouldn't want to be anywhere else, but holy shit do I really not want to go tomorrow. I've been going insane over having to go back because I don't want to have to deal with any drama or stress or anything that could potentially crush my mental state that I've been healing over the summer. I know it won't be that bad most likely, but I'm sensitive as fuck and if anything goes wrong I will crumble so incredibly fast.

If I get roped into any petty drama, I'm ghosting everybody who's taking part in it because I cannot handle any dumb fucking fights involving people I know, I don't want to hear about it. Genuinely, some of the shit that goes down with the people in my school is horrible, downright illegal. None of it was ever stuff that me and my friends as middle schoolers should have been dealing with. Genuinely, it was horrible, and shit like that happens almost every year. I'm just praying that some specific classmates have matured and bettered themselves over the summer now that we're going into high school.

And for some people, I'm glad they've left my school. They won't be missed.

Dreading first day tomorrow. Fuck the education system