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Christopher Gutierrez AKA deadxstop AKA HeyChris (that one guy who wasn't in fob but also kinda was)(...by Fall Out Boy)

Basically Pete Wentz, Christopher Gutierrez, Joe Trohman, and Patrick Stump were all in this band together called Arma Angelus. The member thing is messy so im not sure who was officially in it from the beginning but whatever they all jammed together as Arma Angelus at one point.

~2006 from Chris' livejournal

"an open letter to pete wentz.

it takes a lot to make me mad.
it takes even more to infuriate me. so, after all this time i finally learned the truth. that it was you telling my ex girlfriend lies and secrets. despite even giving you the pass card after i caught you trying to talk dirty to her online, this is how you repay me? no wonder why you couldnt look me in the eye on the bus last summer and no wonder why you avoided me every chance you got.
you hug me and tell me you love me then you tell lies to my girlfriend behind my back to lure her away from me? you tell her i cheat on her and then you tell me to come stay on the bus?
you are a spineless fucking sham. i regret every second i spent defending you and your selfish ways.
dont forget, i know you. not that shitty glammed up poser image you present to the masses to consume. the dude i knew never would have worn a fucking dinosaur shirt or sold out one of his friends. the dude i knew had heart and fucking loyalty. well lil buddy, you are fucking done. you want to sell me out to the most important person in my life and then have the audacity to make ME think I did something wrong to not deserve your friendship? you fucking arrogant bastard.
since we’re discussing sellouts lets discuss how when kids give you presents you laugh at them and throw it straight in the trash. oh yeah, ive seen it many times. lets talk about how you talk shit about the fat girls that are your fans and mock their letters. you are fucking undeserving of every ounce of attention you’ve ever gotten. from every one of your calculated business moves to your “spontaneous” jumps in the crowd parts to your well rehearsed cliche lines you’ve been spouting for 400 shows in a row. you’re boring, contrived and old. “oooh, no one loves me, its sooo hard being on magazine covers and tv shows. someone save me from me.” what are you, fucking 12? go light your little candles ask yourself why no one will ever truly love you. its amazing no one has caught on to your little fucking show. you’re nothing more than a shitty opportunist business man with even shittier fashion sense. so pack up and move to whatever million dollar house you’ve picked out in california paid for by your lies and hypocrisy and deceit and selfishness and over medicate yourself like youve been doing for years…because guess what? no one wants you here anymore. you are not welcome. oh yeah, hows that straight edge tattoo doing? as well as the tattoo for your “crew” who now refer to you as a fraud and a con? stay gold dude, stay gold. remember this each night of the tour when you play the lie, “hey chris, you were our only friend.”
downplay it all you want by saying the song is about “friends”, but guess whos fucking name you’re saying each and every night? mine. thats right. what a bunch of fucking phonies. sing the songs you dont even believe in anymore. fucking liar. you know the friends i have and you know how we feel about loyalty.
you know who im talking about and you know they’re not happy either.
so dont get caught slipping and you better make damn sure you watch whos on your guest list because a plus one might come backstage to punch your fucking teeth out and tear the windpipe from your throat. you fucking sell out. oh, and next time you decide to write another song about me, do it right you fucking coward."

Pete responds:

"oh what a monster we’ve created. when i am called by my manager to read a post that is burning through the internet it makes me wonder. ive never responded to rumours or shittalking online, no matter who it came from- at the same time there is nothing that makes my blood boil more than reading this- being who i am, my first instinct is to blow it off- but then i consider how anytime anything is written on the internet people believe its true- no matter what, no matter the biases or subjectivity of the sources. my first instinct is to lash out- to say everything i think about you and every situation- to defend myself and attack you. as unbelievable as it is- i am an extremely insecure person- everytime i read something about myself negative or positive i react in probably the exact same way anyone would. but like i said- i am going to continue to do this my own way, what i consider to be the higher road. i understand when we get angry we often lash out- ive done it myself on many occassions. if you want to talk to me about any of this call me on my cell phone and we can do it one on one- i will not be responding to anything else- however, the attacks about our fans and the people that listen to this music and read these words is completely offbase- the fans of this band are my entire life- ive lost my girlfriend, my friends, much of my “normal” life- just to keep this relationship going- this isn’t to say that i dont make mistakes, take misteps. just because youve seen me on tv or at a show doesn’t make me anything less or more than human. you dont ever see the other side of the way we agonize over every decision we make or try our best to please everyone- because we’ve given up in bands before and we know how it feels and we dont want that to happen. everyone in the band is upset about this- remember everyone that makes up fall out boy- they all wanted me to voice that we appreciate our fans and friends that weve met more than anything- and that we realize because of where we are all the arrows are pointed at us- but we will try our best. and we do try our best. we also, have far more faith in the intelligence and dedication of the people that believe in us to think that they will be swayed easily. if you want to hear other stories of how we actually talk about our fans or think of them please ask other bands, they will testify to how we really act. we just want you to know that in four years when noone cares, we still hope you are there. im not going to freak out or whatever, but please an attack on our fans or our relationship with them as a p.r. move is uncalled for. this doesn’t need to be reposted anywhere- i am sure that fob fans know where to find it. chris if you want to talk the phone line is there. i wrote this pretty fast so i apologize for the typos and run-ons. until then, thank you to everyone who reserves judgment and has my back until the end of time. - petey"


Chris responds:

"heterolifemates.

i wont lie. i hate being this dude. i wish it wouldnt have come to this but goddamn, hes right. no one knows how to break a heart like he does."


After this Pete's yang pics get leaked, people think it was Chris who leaked them but who's to say. Also about this time is when the infamous Mikey photoshoot is done, *ALLEGEDLY* to make Pete mad. See below:


Everything above is taken from a tumblr post by @rememberwhenfob in 2013, Chris was still using tumblr at that point under @deadxstop (his url pretty much everywhere) and replied to the post saying:

"This is about 75% true. 

The only thing that is upsetting is the fact the person says that I "drifted towards metalcore." 

But I still do have a crush on Mikey."


funny guy. 

Interesting find on r/lostmedia:


NSFW tag as the media in question is somewhat sexually explicit. (Reposting with my main account)Christopher Gutierrez was an emo punk kid hanging around Pete Wentz and Tim McIlrath in the early 00s, he started a blog called AskHeyChris to answer questions about his famous emo punk friends, but eventually realized he had a knack for story telling.He began publishing work with "Deadxstop Publishing Company", his first publication with them being a spoken word cd titled "Dirt of an Electric Boy", sometime in November of 2007.Several emo punk queer kids who remember the early 2000s and had too much internet access remember having heard this spoken word collection, but since then deadxstop has shut down, and just about every existing digital copy has vanished.There were somewhere between like, 19 and 21 tracks in the collection, I have been able to dig 15 of them out of theinternetarchive. Titles as follow:1 - Glory of the Fuck You 2 - Based on a True Story * 3 - Just This Once Be My Savior * 4 - Desperate Fighters With Brilliant Hearts * 5 - This One's Mind, So I'm Taking It Back 6 - Just Sayin' 7 - The Definition of Punk Rock 8 - A Broken Comp. Tape Was My Father * 9 - The Devil and I 10 - True Love and Damage Done 11 - Like Fucking Diamonds 12 - This Isn't About You, It's About Me, It Always Has Been 13 - The Most Stubborn Boy Alive * 14 - My Friends Look Out For Me Like Family 15 - I Don't Know Where I'm Going and I Don't Think I Care 16 - I Am The Ghost Writer For The Soul Of A Mercenary 17 - Groundhog Day 18 - Recalibrate 19 - We Are The Dirt Poets 20 - 630.236.5115 21 - 708.207.5130 * (Debatable on whether this was a part of the original relase)The ones marked with an asterisk (*) are the ones I can't find.Christopher released these for free on the deadxstop website, but that website is no longer run by the publishing company (BEWARNED: It's an ad infested prn site now.). Here's the post where he announces he's going to publish the collection for free:https://askheychris.livejournal.com/203816.htmlPeople have posted about it in passing across the internet, this is a reddit thread from 3 years back where someone claims to have the files, but they didn't respond to my outreach, so they may no longer be active anymore.https://www.reddit.com/r/HelpMeFind/s/K7A21UpaEkSomeone else here claims to have it, but this is posted in 2007, so not much luck reaching them either.http://www.bluekaffee.com/comments.php?event_id=1114872Here is the link from theinternetarchive where I pulled the 15 tracks I managed to get.https://web.archive.org/web/20101213182721/http://www.deadxstop.com:80/audio.phpI've never actually heard this collection myself, I was 7 when it was published, lol. My best friend in the entire world did though, and like many others he's never been able to find it again.Has anyone ever managed to get the full collection?? Does the whole collection exist anywhere anymore?? I worry it is at least partially lost to time TuT lol" 

Now Chris owns a nonprofit cat shelter in Chicago called the Catcade and travels the world... The Catcade has some merchandise inspired by Fall Out Boy, also one inspired by MCR. Everything is cleared up between the band and him and everyone is on good terms happy ending yay! Although they don't speak much anymore but you can still be on good term with people you just don't talk to often.


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I have a friend who gets mad whenever p*t* w*ntz name isnt censored cuz he hates him so much


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actually so fair i also hate that perv

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