instagram

instagram is a damn fucking CURSE!

I have been doing very well being off my iphone , using a flip phone, digital detox whatever. my brain was, IS, doing so well . BUT

THT FUCKING INSTAGRAM.! I want to TALK and say funny things and post dumb shit that happens and rant on video and . yeah FUCK. fuck why is it so da, mn har.d 

fuck me man 

its ltierally like DRUGS . fuck me man. christ alive bro

i just lik.e. wanna find the perfect platform for me to like be myself online but also not be like a literal braindead zombie addicted and wasting hours and hours a day liteallly doing nothing. idk. idk idk idk. fuck me fuck fuck fuck. fuck fuck. fuck . does anyone have a solution for this?! should i start a public semi-personal blog? i suppose this website can serve that purpose. i wont be able to post like self-identifying photos to the public because im too paranoid but idk  . i feel like that's a good enough solution for now.

i wanted to make a neocities website but truth be told i simply am tooooooo lazy to learn html and make a pretty website. like it's not really my thing. i can just do it much easier on here. 

i have a personal blog on blogger too but i just want something public. god