School

I'm honestly just a bit worried about school, its starting soon (in like, two weeks or something, unsure) and I'm gonna have to study so hard, I don't mind studying to be clear but ufhdhhfhd....

I need to have good grades in English, history and geography mostly but other subjects matter too, those are just most important for me since they are needed for the highschool I want to enroll in(grading systems are a bit different here) I'm just worried about not going to the highschool I want, I need a four year school for the college I want but most highschools have a shit ton of math, this one does have it but not as much.

Now, about math. I struggle with math a lot, my teacher literally took pity on me last year and gave me easier tests just so I could get a passing grade. I have a tutor and I study maths at least every other day but I still suck at it. 

plus school drains me so much...I usually study three to four hours a day, every day and on weekends I pull one all nighter to study. I'm aware some probably study more and all but it's so exhausting. Plus we get so, so much homework. History is usually four pages, geography is around four pages too and biology is three to four pages + 10-ish questions from the textbook. And computer science always has some complicated codes and programs we have to make, I can't code for shit. 

This is really messy but I needed to write it down somehow, fhjfhfhf.