26.08.25 ♡⸜(ˆᗜˆ˵ )⸝♡ my first mistversary

've always been a friendship driven person. i guess the feeling of loving someone platonically just fulfills me more than anything romantic, especially now that i've come to terms with being aroace.

when i was more into kpop i admit one thing i felt so envious about it was how they would have a big group of friends where everyone was close and in real life. i wanted that so badly but i thought it was impossible to just stumble upon that.........

until ana came along. and she took me to pink's birthday party. and then i met most of u. and a few months later i met bruna. then elisa was born. and the rest is history 

to be very honest, i think one of the reasons i ended up having an episode of psychosis that lasted for so long was because of how isolated i was on a daily basis. the pandemic kind of made me shut myself off from the world, especially when my best friends started moving to different places. i remember just craving having a group of friends so badly, and kind of living through kpop groups' friendships...... that sounds like major loser behavior when typing it out but i'll give myself grace because of my non medicated neurodivergence....... 

anyways, i just really wanted to make a blog post to celebrate one year of mist being in my life, i love and cherish all of u so much, i can't believe we are so similar from our interests, to being neurodivergent, to our sexualities and gender identities...... i feel so comforted by ur friendship and i'm so grateful to have u in my life!!!!!!!! thank u for allowing me to be my true self around u, with all my flaws and my good bits, and thank u for being there for me 

i know people usually make these posts when they're in a romantic relationship, but like i said, i'm a more friendship driven person. and this friendgroup is a dream come true to me. 

my beloved mirai stars, may our (tiktok) fire never be extinguished, and may we be together forever!!!!!!!! 

and happy bday pinki pie!!!!!!!!!! 

i want to dedicate this song to u all ‧₊˚♪𝄞࿐₊˚⊹

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ﾟ。 this song introduced me to most of the things i love to this day, and it's about the members of morning musume

　ﾟ·。·ﾟintroducing each other and their friendship, i think that says everything. this song means a lot to me just like u!!!!

one year already, but also........ only one year??? it feels like we've known each other for lifetimes..... love u all