First day of classes

Overall, uneventful day, most of my classes this semester are online (sucks.) I woke up early to drive my girlfriend to the airport because she goes to school of our state, I’ll see her in less than a month though because we are going to Universal Halloween Horror nights. Excited for my surveil of geology class, it’s def going to be something different, interesting for sure. If I keep my grades up this semester I’ll make the deans list for graduation so yay that. It’s so hard holding myself accountable for online work, I really just skimmed the syllabus and played Uma Musume on my phone while missing my gf, had some Lore Lodge in the background, it was lonelier than usual. In a weird way, my disassociation had been so much better this summer, it had to be her, as someone with DID I hadn’t switched (much), split, or had my usual confusion, but the second I knew she was on that flight it’s like it started to come back. Maybe it’s school, maybe it’s her, maybe it’s a secret third thing, who knows.