Weird dreams im still trying to understand

Hi! So I don’t post a lot but this has been on my mind more recently cause iv been seeing this woman again so I needed to see if yall could help decipher this.

The first time I saw her was a while ago. I was tied down to a chair forced to look at her. She had no face and the only feature I knew for sure was she had blonde hair like a Barbie. She was super close to my face. Like she wanted me to look at her fully. I think I could smell smth sweet? Im not too sure though

The dream before i was wandering around a city. But if I went into one it was a McDonald’s without the kitchen and counter. Only the seating and those order screens you can use so you don’t have to talk to the cashier. She was just. Following me. I got a better look tho. She wore a blue pokadot dress and looked like a house wife. Pearls, gloves and heels too. It was really weird.

I saw her two days before I got close to offing myself due to stress. I didn’t obviously but ever since Shes been in the background every once in a while. Like when I dreamt I was in a house party hosted by Miku and shadow the hedgehog peer pressured me into shotgunning a beer. (Felt too real. Woke up feeling gross lol) Shes never really been a huge focus in the them. Sometimes when I’m doing bad she makes herself more known. 

This is probably super weird and makes no sense. Im also sick rn so that doesn’t help lol