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why is being who i want to be so difficult?
its so hard just trying to do something, ANYTHING. i cant land a job, school is such a pain, i feel so controlled by my overthinking and emotions. im a freak. some dumb log sitting at the bottom of a swamp, drowned. i dont know if i'll make it. and not in a suicide-pending kind of way, more so i cant see a tomorrow until im displaced from dreaming. i feel like one of these days i'll just drop dead. nothing more, nothing less.
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Clanvy
Who we really are, if not what we decide to be? It can be easy to feel like there's a wall in front of you, something that somehow block your path. What we don't know it's that most of the times we exagerate our problem. Thinking, we keep adding bricks, we block ourselves the way. I don't know if it's the case, but most of the time this has happened to me, it was because i was influenced by others. "How would they react?" I kept asking myself
catduck
Feeling like an idiot is normal. Everyone does dumb shit. And although it might not feel like it there will be light at the end of the tunnel. And although you have no clue where you'll be in 20 years if you keep pushing through this maybe it will be great. You've most likely got a whole lot of years left in you and although you might feel dead in the moment in the future you wont. Just keep going dude, just try to think about the good things in life and don't worry if you don't know where your heading a lot of people dont. And everyone reaches a point in their life where they feel stuck and don't know whats next. Keep up the good work. And I hope things get better, I know they will if you keep pushing.
thank you kind stranger ᓚᘏᗢ sorry to leave you on the shelf for so long. things are a little better now. im still holding on !!
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Its great that your doing better dude keep up the good work. Life is a roller coaster and even if it feels like things wont get better they will. And also everyone is on there own path so don't worry about when you get to places in life because 99.99% of people don't care. And even if they do it is likely they themselves have some type of insecurity or something.
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