school life starts soon(not feeling happy about it!)

So school starts back up where I live on the 25th of august which is Monday, Im honestly so not sure if im ready for another stressful year, I failed kindergarten twice, so instead of going to 10th grade, im going to 8th grade this year, so that's already so embarrassing!!! and since its online school, I wont be getting outside much(though i dont go outside much anyway due to my extreme anxiety disorder and paranoia) And I just know math will get harder! im not prepared!!

This year is so going to be exhausting!!!!!!(-﹏-。)