uhm life update?? (8.22.25)

so.. im a junior in highschool now T-T

its honestly now bad other than math bc im in honors so im not used to the difficulty but ill probably be fine

im super super desperate for a job rn but theatre takes up so much of my time that i dont think ill b able to juggle both. plus i dont have a car

i found out my ex (that i wrote about on here) went after another girl not even a month after we broke up so he just wanted me bc he wanted a relationship. it all kinda clicked when i found that out and im honestly pissed bc i let myself b pressured into a relationship thinking that he was just inexperienced when rlly hes a fckn predator

anyways, im not all that angry anymore. i dont even think im into men anyways. im always repulsed by them and the few i get rlly into i cant imagine dating. and then if i do i immediately hate it. can i be genderfluid and a lesbian?

wtv ig it doesnt matter rn. thats my blog of the yr ig lol

hopefully ill actually be on here more like i always say