I NEED this playlist *can not find the playlist anywhere*

I HAVE MADE TOO MANY PLAYLISTS!!!!! I keep trying to find a playlist on spotify, example i was trying to to find a playlists that reminded me of the heathers song’I am damaged’ specifically the first two line “I am damaged. Far to damaged” but I couldn’t find it so i was like ‘ok i’ll just make the playlist’ and then I see that it would be my 35 PLAYLIST!!!!!!!! LIKE WHAT!! So i go to my settings and see that spotify is taking 35.35 GB OF STORAGE, I have far too many playlists that i just want to listen to once, maybe twice, only to find it NON-EXISTENT AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO LISTEN TO A HALF DECENT PLAYLIST BASED ON A SONG THAT I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO REPEATEDLY AND WANT MORE LIKE IT! IS THAT SOOOOOOOOO MUCH TO ASK WOLD *cries* 

i just want my playlist T-T