Look at the person i've become.

my 18th birthday is tomorrow.

my brother seems to be handling turning 18 better than i am.

hes his usual, cheerful self.

and here i am

Lamenting a past that isn’t even gone.

Im closer to being 30 than i am closer to being 8 again

i just hope tomorrow goes well

i cant stand to see my dad stressed.

it sucks mum and aaron arent here to see this

but what can you do

time marches on and keeps going, even when the people you love most are gone.