08.22.25

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written by virtualmessager [ he/him ]

I'm really confused today igs... i know who i am 

i know what my job to do is i'm supposed to be an empty shell 

and ignore whats wrong but i dont feel like i should be here.

i don't know any of them , i keep trying to "find" my profile

on simply plural even if its not there, i feel awful sometimes 

i want to give myself some sort of human thing, a name maybe...

it would be fun to do... i set this up for us because i used this

in my source , which i'm not sure counts as one... ? 

i am just a character we made up who has their own cluster. 

i wish i was able to feel ok with being a system , i dislike it alot.

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