KINNING IS AWESOME

it’s kinda cringe but also i have a very low understanding of my identity and i probably have brain Worms that make me act insane and weird but when i look at character that is Literally me i can go OHHH!! that’s me that’s how i act and thats probably why i relate to it :3

i guess seeing urself in media can help u farther understand urself and thats why it can feel like a big part of my identity sometimes esp when i shift towards certain characters more. sometimes it feels a bit odd talking to other ppl abt it esp when the connection between me and that character are really strong so it almost feels like im talking abt a part of myself despite it being a literal fictional character hehe !! 

recently i realized that just because you’re self aware doesn’t mean u understand things, in the way that i can know why i objectively do certain things & if someone asks me to explain it i can, but a simple question of how i feel about it will be HMMM i have no clue !! i just dont fully understand how i feel and i tend to mirror other people’s feelings, so thats why kinning can help me understand stuff :3 im not exactly a hardcore kinner tho so i don’t understand a lot of things abt the spiritual part of it but i just enjoy seeing my struggles in a fictional settings. i find it hard to relate to real people so it’s easier to relate to fake people LMAOAOAO im extreamly bad  with feelings and actively refuse to do anything abt the fact i might have mental health issues bc i just don’t wanna whaaa whaaa i don’t wanna think… ignorance is bliss !!! 

feel free to talk abt ur kins ^_^ i love seeing what characters ppl see themselves in :D