Blog 12: Starting to Work on Myself

Finally started working on my social anxiety today. Well ok, not completely. Just barely started reading from my social anxiety work book. Started working on it during down time at work. It was mainly just reflecting on my anxiety so far, definitely gonna take some time, but hopefully with constant work it'll help calm me down a bit more. 

Also currently reworking my profile cause my dumbass did not read the part where the OG creator said I couldn't use it as a base... SO yea if my profile looks like a mess that's why. 

Been coloring in some of those coloring books I got a few years ago that claimed to help with stress. Using them to help calm me down & get through some of the questions in the book.

Brother walked in & we got in a bit of an argument rn because he keeps insisting on me watching Evangalien (idk how to spel it sorry) & he won't respect my discomfort with how some of the kid characters, especially girls, are depicted. I'm sorry I was groomed online so I'm sensitive to these things. Why is it so hard. It's extremely disturbing to me. 

Sorry for small rant there, deeply upset with how he refuses to understand me.