im totally definitely not at school rn wydm

guys this is just a blog of me talking so don't read if u don't want unedited brain slop. 

so I had a presentation today like 30 mins ago T-T and I think I did well. my teacher gave me full marks, laughed a few times, and even asked about my dog! (I dedicated a full side to my puppy) on a completely unrelated note i'v decided to start wearing mascara. I don't really wear a lot of makeup I think but I do like to have my little routines so I do put on makeup everyday when I go out.i just think a bit of mascara would be fun and I also have a bad habit of rubbing and scratching at my face when I get overwhelmed or frustrated so I think it would help a bit.

when I go home I think i'll apply to the scene kidz biweekly zine. i'm not allowed to do stuff like that on my school computer so I might just do it after school. ughhhh I just remembered that I have an orthodontist appointment so I get to leave early but I get home at like 5 pm. gross. 

idk why but i've been so much more tired recently when I come home from school. I wasn't this bad last year and last year I stayed up much much later and slept much less. it might be because I got into the habit of just not eating at school and I don't like going to the main room of my house for food so I just don't eat much. it actually might be my lack of food tbh. 

GUYS! do y'all have to use IXL at school? bc I do and it pisses me off sooo much. what do you mean I need to repeat the same few questions bc I finished the rest of them and got one wrong. I know the concept. atp I think it's just blind repetition and the teachers think brainless memorization works. NEWS FLASH: just because a student can simply repeat the steps doesn't mean that they're learning! 

God I hate school. I just want to go home :(