MY BIRTHDAY !! + yapping

i haven't posted a blog in a long LOOONG time but i rlly want to start posting more blogs so i'll try to start today with a birthday blog!!!!

i'm writing this freely i haven't made a plan or anything on what im gonna write so this will probably be messy (and expect terrible grammar, my brainfog has been pretty bad and english isn't my first language 💔💔)

but anyway i'm 16 now!!!!! and honestly it's a little scary cause atleast in my experience teenage hood is... a lot! your emotions are amplified to the max you don't really know who you are and you also learn a lot of new lessons, everything is just pretty complex! but even though it's scary i am a little intrigued and excited to see what new lessons i'll learn this year. I just hope life will go easy on me haha

but i for sure learned a lot when i was 15, i want to write a note for myself later to think about what lessons i've learned this year but i don't think i'll do anything significant today, birthdays always stress me out because i FEEL like i should do something productive because well it's my big day!! and i just stress out over it so much to the point i just end up doing nothing, is anyone else like this?

anyway i wish i could write soo much more but i'm already running out of things to talk about and i need to go soon so i'll end it here. Thank you if you read this far !!!!!!!!