things that i truly hate

I hate people, I hate loud and continuous noises, I hate feeling depressed, I hate crying over someone, I hate wasting my time, I hate waking up after a nap, I hate other people’s advice because it makes me feel like shit, I hate when my mom is at home, I hate answering people rudely, I hate being photographed, I hate not being able to feel wanted, I hate having to look for people, I hate the idea of being a woman just because I have a vagina and boobs and being recognized only for that, I hate not being able to truly express myself, I hate boys and girls my age who have no personality, I hate always having to wear a double mask, I hate wearing makeup just to hide my insecurities, I hate going back to school, I hate when I’m out eating and I can’t eat or especially drink because I tremble and then I say “I’m full,” I hate having to think about what people think of me, I honestly hate almost everything, I hate crowded places, I hate being the center of attention, I hate eating early in the morning before school, I hate the school system, I hate sexists, I hate always having a stomach ache at school, I hate hating.