Birthday Tomorrow? Mental Health?

sup Yall!!

my b day is tmrw,, I'm going out with my boyfriend on Saturday and going to the movies with my other friend on Sunday.

I'm excited for my mum to meet him!!

Also I think I have almost enough money to buy a skateboard!!

oh and my friend (K) knows I don't like Gatorade, but I have health problems and need electrolytes, so they bought me a blue powerade!! It was so sweet of them.

I've been trying to work on my mental health, so I've been deep cleaning my room, drinking more water, and eating more. I have trouble eating enough, and when I do eat its usualy unhealthy. Like yesterday for breakfast I had cheese crackers and Dr.pepper. 

My bf has been super sweet and supportive and Im really thankful for him. Like actually if it wasn't for him forcing me to eat lunch every day I'd be skin and bones by now. 

I also got a new therapist and finally sorted out my insurance stuff, so I can finally get a refill for my depression meds!!

Some of my coping skills are drawing, music, memorising rhymes and poems, and doing the square breathing. I know its kinda basic stuff but its what helps me focus and manage anxiety. And I can quote Edgar Allan Poe for my boyfriend so thats a plus lol.

also uhm my dad might not like my bf,,, because we've been calling every day after school for like three hours and my dad said its not good to spend so much time on a relationship. Meanwhile this dude has been married for 15 yrs? uhm, hello?? I think he just doesn't like that Im dating a guy.

welp. that's not his choice so he better get used to it.

also should I post more rants or blogs?

and how should I organize my blogs and rants? like should I keep doing this, where I'm just putting things as I think of them, or should I make an effort to organize them?

anyways that's all for now

toodles!!