⤷ ゛004 : wishing 4 concert buddies ˎˊ˗

hiii! bro i really want to go to a concert and stuff but almost NONE of my friends listen to the same music as i do.  it's always either "i'll go if you want me to" or "tickets are too expensive" or "who are they?" or "the concert is too far" or "my schedule can't fit it" or "i don't have my license" and i absolutely DO NOT blame them for their circumstances and their responses because i wouldn't want to go to a concert for someone i don't know of or if the tickets are too expensive or even the distance as well as their responsibilities that keeps their schedules busy.  it's just i want to go with a friend who would genuinely be able to go + enjoy the concert as much as i would.  i would want to go alone if i wasn't so cautious about people in the outside world but i feel like i ALWAYS have 10x more fun doing things when i'm with my friends.  like i could be doing chores and find it so boring but if it's with friends, i'll have so much fun.  knowing that makes me genuinely appreciate my friends but i just really want to experience these things like going to a concert for the FIRST TIME without anything preventing it from happening yk? it's even sadder because the longer i wait to be able to find a time to plan a concert with my friends who share the same interest, THE ARTIST/BAND RETIRES/DISBANDSSSSSSS.  i try not to think about the huge amount of fomo i get from all this and tell myself that i'll EVENTUALLY like another artist and maybe there will be a next time. </3 

hehehe bai guys “(ノ _ <,, )