im not sure of my gender (part 2)

this is an updated blog of my gender dilemma i had like three months ago of which i posted a blog about

i identify as genderfluid now, and i am genderfluid, which is why i was having such a hard time before. but the problem is i still wanna be a guy and it's making things really difficult.

i'm not a trans man, trust me i know. what i'm thinking is i might be transmasc because basically i could be ANY gender while still slightly being a guy, which is like pretty cool right..

collecting these genders like pokemon frfr