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Hello. I am not new to this website whatsoever, though, I have never posted a blog on here I think. The reason why I didn't, is because I don't often like pushing my thoughts nor ideas into the wide public.
I fear that I will get laughed at, or shun into a darkness, if I should bring some melodrama into this small essay. I would want to keep a personal diary of sort, except I am too unmotivated to actually start writing a diary.
Maybe the presence of people can actually motivate me. I have many different interests. I think I will talk about a wide range of subjects. Ignore my misspellings. I believe I am a dyslectic. Beyond all, English isn't even my first language.
I might phrase things in a queer manner, or spell differently, because my red squiggly underline only works for Czech I assume when I write blogs. I will not fix it. I don't care. That's simply how language evolves.
One way or another, I have a wide range of interests. It goes from philosophy to biology to piercings and hair dying. In my free time I enjoy playing solitaire and listening to background noise from YouTube where people say different things.
I don't believe that mental illness is real, and I don't believe in psychology. I avoid my friends, because I hate them, and they piss me off. They infect my mind. I want to be in control of what I put in my mind. I think that is all for my introduction. For those who want to, they can write me an e-mail.
sileny.zlocinec@gmail.com
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gabby
most people here are really nice, so you don't need to worry about that. out of curiosity, what do you think people who feel depressed/anxious/hallucinate/etc are doing? like, just faking it or what?
You named different conditions. I don't think those things are false anyhow, though I am not sure what you meant by it. I am quite hungry and tired right now, and I am having heart palpitations, but I am inpatient, and I think I would forget to answer this, if I left it for later.
I don't really like simplification of anything, but usually all of these things are due to isolation. Some people might claim that certain things help, like antidepressants, but I believe the only thing that can help is a supporting and accepting community or that's with depression, anxiety and psychosis at least.
But when you say hallucinations, well, that is quite a broad term. I would advise again, that when a person hallucinates in their natural state, then it doesn't have to be debilitating. Not unlike when a person has hallucinates with PTSD.
As I said, I don't believe in mental disabilities, but that is because I feel like mental disabilities are categories of random symptoms for human condition that are ''out of the norm'', but can we trust the norm?
who dictates it? the reason for why someone might fit PTSD is because they experiences a traumatic event that their brain fixated upon. The solution to that would be detaching oneself from said traumatic event.
different drug therapies like with psychidelics or ecstasy have been very successfull. I feel like I've left a long tangent, that doesn't answer your question. To approach it in a different manner, sometimes people convince themselves.
a sort of placebo effect. Why do cops faint after touching fentanyl? it's not because touching it kills you, but because their minds are so convinced it does, that they simply faint. the truth is whatever the brain essentially wants it to believe.
once I was told about a boy, 16 years of age, who killed himself because a girl rejected him. A rejection isn't that traumatic, but if the mind is convinced that it is, then it simply is. There's also a certain aspect I have observed which is the mind also wanting to sort of suffer.
Often a person doesn't get help. Often a person says they're depressed, for the sake of being depressed. Is it anyhow less valid? No, because the mind believes it as the truth. I don't know how to aproach these people, though.
I am asocial. I don't like contacting people. I just like listening to then. I heard a girl infront of my house tonight wailing and crying. Two men (one of them being her father) were trying to drag her off into a car.
She was saying that she wants to kill herself. Then the police and the ambulance came. God knows what happened to her, but that's on a more unrelated note...
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thanks for answering my question! although i may not agree w your viewpoint, it's interesting to hear ^^ and i listed so many different conditions bc i thought you meant that you believe that people just are lying about experiencing any symptoms of mental illness, so it doesn't exist, but thanks for clarifying!
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