sophomore year

UGH!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! school starts in five days don't pmo. UUUUUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHH I DONT WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive been deltarune hyperfixated all summer and now i have to go back to school and mask it. i can't be with tenna body pillow all day :(. PLUS, I MISSED THE WINDOW TO GET MY SCHEDULE AND NOW IM GONNA HAVE TO RAWDOG IT UNTIL THE FIRST DAY! FUCKING YAY!!!!!! theres a small chance i may have art or english with my best friend because i know WHAT my classes are just not the order. my school doesnt require exams if you are within a certain grade/attendance threshold, like if you have an A in a class and 4 absences, a B and 3 absences, so on and so forth. luckily getting on adhd meds last year increased my grades dramatically and i didnt have to take any exams! but this year i have the math 3 exam and its a state required one. i will end it all!!!!!!!! last year i barely passed math because the teacher didnt know what the FUCK he was doing but whatever most of the time i just drew and listened to music. he let be take long breaks whenever i was going thru hell at home so good on him. i read over the student handbook for this year and for some reason the nc phone ban wasnt mentioned on it? i just wanted to double check because i don't know where the line is drawn with my 504 and the law. i need access to my phone for music and for my safe people on both my safety plan AND 504. but whatever. tenna plushie coming in like november so yall know damn well he's coming to school with me. im gonna make EVERYTHING about tenna just to get through. anyyyywho if you stuck around for this long rant thank uuu, and if you have any advice for getting through please let me know!!!! IM DESPERATE!!!!! 

vee OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!