life is pretty depressing and we all know it

this is kinda dark but tbh, life is pretty depressing. they put u for, lets say, like 60 years on this earth just to suffer for the first 20 something years of ur life, then suffer again but with a paycheck for the next idk 20 or 30 years of ur life and then live whatever is left as an old person that cant enjoy shit in life anymore and live off of their pension and kids if they even have one. almost everything fun in life is either illegal or too expensive. its illegal for a reason ik, but life is just very very depressing. im sure even the richest, “happiest” people have had those ‘why do i even exist’ moments or something similar. if ur not skinny, have a symmetrical face, have big boobs and arent too dumb and arent too smart then u have already lost ur chance at a pretty pass. men.. oof. especially that ONE type of men that are raging incels and scroll on twitter all day just to criticize and dehumanize women and lgbtqers (or wtv its called).. theyre js absolute hellspawns what can i tell u. being any gender is really hard im not gonna lie to u at all, and im also not gonna lie when i say that women have it harder. men can have absolutely horrible lives and a notable portion of men do, but as a woman people always find what to say abt u. too pretty? a whore. too ugly? unworthy of life or a relationship? poc? racism. too skinny? anorexic or ozempic. too fat? zero self-control. disabled? never use instagram. i could go on abt this all day tbh but in general life is bad. miserable people are miserable, life is a loop u can never escape. i personally dont see much of a future for myself.. im too young to really say anything about my future but im either ending up dead, extremely depressed or deep into a drug addiction, living paycheck to paycheck or.. honestly i have no idea. i have many stuff that make me happy in my life - my online friends, my dog, my parents, the beach, some moments with my classmates, etc. but other factors overshadow everything like mental problems, physical problems, school in general, and others. every day is the absolute same for me; i go to school, come home, lock myself in my room and listen to music or watch something while using my phone, eat dinner, listen to music or wtv again for a bit, barely go to sleep, wake up and repeat everything. summer break isnt so exciting as it was before. my irls either dont text me or are js sending random stuff, my past friends at my town dont go out anymore, i move around from my grandparents’ to my mom’s to my dad’s to wherever else constantly or am stuck in a certain place for a long period of the summer, then just get depressed and dont do anything in august since school is in september and everything and school just makes me lose all hope in life and living in general so.. 

tldr life is sad. it can be fun or wtv as a teen sometimes but in general nothing is really worth it and we cant live our lives at all.

sorry if this is too depressing, just expressing my opinion lmao